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This is Not For You

by FBU62

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1.
Compliance 04:06
There’s a bend in the river there’s a fork in the road will you do what you want to do or will you do what you’re told? Just do what you’re told Compliance is futile, compliance There’s the short way or the longer way the shiny road or the twisted track how fast do you want to get there and will you ever look back? Don’t ever look back.
2.
Forgive me, I fell from grace and I lied Sometimes when life comes looking for me I hide. It’s a sickness, someday I will give this up or at least I will try, yeah at least I will try. Shit piss motherfucker Here come the sad eyed boardwalk people we can’t see the wood or the trees. Here come the sad eyed boardwalk people we love living life on our knees, give me all your money please, I just shit on the back of my jeans, please, please. Wasted, you got that right where are all the songs that I said I would write? Where are all the books that I said I would read? Where are all the ducks that I said I would feed? and where is all the money that I fucking need? Where is my daughter? Where’s my other shoe? and what is that fucking smell?
3.
The year was 1985 and we were underground. We created a whirling, pulsating wall of sound down the stairs into the heat we left our cares up on the street and danced. The year was 1986 and we were underground. Residency, Friday nights in The Underground. Squashed on stage, amps on crates the best years of our lives we came to dance Shake shake shake shake shakeshake underground Gin & orange, Disco Kola, Space Invaders 5 band bash, 10 band bash. The year was 1987 and we were underground. Ten past three, Jeff it’s me outside The Underground. If I could I would not, if I could I would not change a thing, and we danced.
4.
With Dreams 03:04
My dreams won’t come true that’s alright I never thought they would. My dreams won’t come true that’s alright, that’s alright. Time flows slowly slowly that is all I know, if someone makes you happy hold on, hold on because dreams are only something to aim for, something to aspire to they make you reach higher, higher Life can seem complicated full of twists and turns just speak your truth and move on move on.
5.
I feel down, I feel mainstream a fucking clown, dressed in blue jeans it’s time I found something beautiful to occupy my mind, I feel down. I feel old, I feel angry misunderstood and misunderstanding it’s time I found something beautiful to occupy my mind, I feel old. We feel time, we feel motion lost at sea, we know nothing it’s time we found something beautiful to occupy our minds, we feel time. I feel up, I’ve been drinking just a sup but it’s got me thinking it’s time I found something beautiful to occupy my mind, I feel up.
6.
Good Sign 02:56
I was born under a good sign but things have not gone well but I believe in happy endings and you never can tell The sun is gonna shine on me the sun is gonna shine. I shout into the darkness the darkness is my friend I believe in tomorrow and you never can tell.
7.
Regret 05:01
You promised to make me a popular singer you replaced my soul with a hole that was bigger than the money I make, playing it safe I’m a whore I sold out the stadiums, the pop chart, my talent I kissed a lot of cheeks and I wish that I hadn’t but the things I have done, made me number one and a whore. Regret I wanted to be an internet sensation I made up some stories, too many to mention I made my own bed, I’m easily led and a whore There’s four different versions of my new single I agreed to the in-store, I wanted to mingle I heard my own voice, There’s ALWAYS a choice I’m a whore. Regret. Hold me, I don’t even know you but hold me, I don’t even like you but hold me, I want to feel safer so hold me, you get what you pay for. Regret.
8.
I used to be afraid of things that fall out of the sky I used to keep my head up but I was scared inside running in slow motion looking at the ocean calms me down I am not afraid. Anxiety can slow you down or grind you to a halt hold it in, hide it, deny it, too many bad miles on this clock staring at the ceiling I’ve been meaning to get to the sea. Hook Head, living on the edge looking at the tide going out and coming in again.
9.
There are no angels, there is no god welcome to my glittering career no happy endings, no compromise welcome, welcome, welcome to my glittering career. Business is booming and it’s taking it’s toll I guess it could have started when we shouted let the good times roll. I wake up surrounded by my useless integrity welcome to my glittering career no t.v. appearances, I am no celebrity welcome, welcome, welcome to my glittering career. Pop song, sing along.
10.
Why did you hurt me? Why did you hurt me? Was it something that I said that came out wrong inside your head why did you hurt me? Why am I leaving? Why am I leaving? Was it something that I said that came out wrong inside your head that made you feel our love was dead or dying? You should be crying. Where are you going? Where are you going? Nowhere. Nowhere. Nowhere.
11.
I was the spectre at the feast, I knew the shit that you had done I’ll drag those skeletons you hid out into the burning sun I told the truth you ran away, you didn’t want to hear it you took the easiest way out, surprise surprise. A slow erosion has occurred, we’ve drifted miles from where we were I don’t believe you anymore, why should I? They say you reap just what you sow, I don’t care and I don’t know when you close your eyes at night do you see truth or just the lies? There is no sugar coating this, you are a coward a hypocrite and all the promises you made, you never meant them anyway You have no soul you have no spine you are a total waste of time you lied and lied and lied and lied goodbye.
12.
It’s cold but I am somehow insulated it’s hot but I feel no sense of burning I’m bigger than the world and all that’s in it I’m lonely but I do not feel alone I feel free, join me. The rain is beating off the window the wind is howling in the tree the storm is coming there’s no question I’m lonely but I do not feel afraid.
13.
What ever happened to Anne Maguire? What ever happened to Chicky Kincaide? What ever happened all the people we knew when we were young growing up all over the world? What ever happened to the shops at the green? The burmah garage and sweet sixteen? What ever happened all the people we knew when we were young growing up all over the world? I see you. I feel you. I will not survive. Und was passierte mit Matthias Hess und wohin trieb es Tobias Geherra und was geschah mit all den Menschen um uns seit unsrer Jugend hier und in der ganzen Welt Und was geschah mit all den Eseln am Berg Mit Konsum, Sportplatz, Pioniernachmittag und in der Diele tanzt schon lang keiner mehr seit unsrer Jugend, dort, und in der ganzen Welt. We wrote our name on all the buses in town round, round get around we get around what ever happened all the people we knew when we were young growing up all over the world? We played our records just as loud as we could we smoked cigarettes, in and out of love what ever happened all the people we knew when we were young growing up all over the world?
14.
Memory Babe 02:47
It’s like an elegy for the things that we left behind an independent state of mind the things that we couldn’t find the places we used to stay the things we lost along the way I think we’re gonna be okay. It’s like a requiem for the buzzing that’s inside my head the things i wish i never said the times we stayed up all night the places we used to play the things we lost along the way I think we’re gonna be okay.

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I like noise and I like tunes. Here's 13 songs about life, aspiration, memory and loss in the 21st century and one about The Underground Bar in Dame Street Dublin between the years of 1985 and 1987. File under No-Fi.

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released November 1, 2020

Written, Performed and Recorded by Fergal Bunbury unless otherwise stated.

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All hands on deck. This is not a drill. FBU62 is Fergal Bunbury, guitarist and strategist with A House and AHOUSEISDEAD. The music on this site is the closest thing to the constant buzzing in my head.

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